Sunday, February 04, 2007

Too bad...:(

I’m becomin’ a pessimistic sadistic idiot these days:(...kewl ryt!!! I really don’t know since when..but I guess it’s after I entered college..the atmosphere there, be it classmates or lecturers or the rules...they’ve all changed me into someone I myself have started despising… Life at school were the best dayz of my life:)...the classes,the corridors,the ambiance and of course my pals...everything was so perfect… And the best among those years were of course 11th and 12th …I guess it’s the same for everyone else too being the last 2 years of school life…fond memories that are etched in ur mind and deny to leave u...(am I sounding a bit too philosophical:D?!) What I remember most were the biology classes...hehe...maan!!! I took up bio only coz it was my favorite subject in 10th...expectin’ it to be as easy in +1 and 2...:))..i was proved wrong right from the beginning...bio turned out to be a nightmare...botany was a huge joke…I never got the names right...there seemed to be a million plants..most of which I hadn’t even heard about...and then zoology..sigh!!!..the labs were fun except for the cockroach part..:...they terrified me..disgusting creatures...they gave us ones that were made unconscious using chloroform…they didn’t kill ‘em…we had to prepare a slide using their leg muscle…I used to feel sick…and the moment I touched them with the forceps they moved their legs…the rest I need not say!!! Maths periods were a hell lotta fun…achu and I used to compete on who would get the answer first…usually I won...but the answer was never ryt:D...and then the way we used to make fun of maam who used to stand in various dance poses while she taught(wonder if anyone noticed that)…and so instead of maths we(just us both) ended up learnin’ a lot of mudras…!!! I don’t remember much of the physics and chemistry classes..was too busy sleepin’ :D…and when I wasn’t I used to keep buggin pooh..poor gal...she never lost her patience with me..amazing!!!..an’ she never used to talk in class too to my annoyance, so I had to make up for it somehow;) English classes were really kewl…well compared to the ones that were havin’ these days:…the plays we had on tempest…where we were divided into groups and given 2 topics...one on Antonio and the other on Prospero..we were the first group to present it and messed it up big time:D…forgot the dialogues…prosperos crown fell off….:))..it was fun!!! And then not to forget the tuitions of course…there too we slept most of the time..especially during chemistry…mariam sree and I used to sit ryt at the back under the fan…what a comfortable spot…and doze off...and the best part, sir never noticed, he was too busy teaching, not once did he notice…weird! Time went by…the dreaded entrance and boards were approaching...everyone became busy...and suddenly it all ended!!! College was never what I expected it to be..’who said school days were the best days, we’ve got college maan, can anything be better than that’???! was what I felt when I got in...now I know the difference...it was nothing like school...the students, their hostility(I don’t mean everyone, but a lot of them that I met during the first few days)...if u didn’t belong to a particular school u couldn’t be in their group...sometimes I couldn’t believe how selfish people can be...some don’t even lend u their notes kinda like lkg kids sayin’ I wont give u my toys!!sigh!!I just can’t comprehend an attitude of that sort!! So im kinda surviving college just bcoz of a few friends who are worth bein’ with...the rest, I hate ‘em all...it’s sad an’ so unlike me:( an’ I hate to admit it too...but it’s true... This was not how things were meant to be, and I couldn’t be more disappointed...reality hurts so badly, but this bad,I never imagined...